what bothers me

we'll keep this brief, b/c beyond me, who even slightly cares...

• i am saddened by how much time it takes for me to get ready how much time i need to get my bearings, my stuff, my plan in place. no more alacrity.
• i'm ...

stand down

in well functioning humanity, the pause is a normal part of every week.

inside ptsd, a pause is so random as to never inspire belief it might come again.

Pause, reflect,

take stock, orient

slow, breathe in. That makes sense. Breathe out.

Good, again.

living

I know from ...