long coming

i wanted this for a long time, to know what healing is, healing or even Healing. i wanted to know ever since felix got better, ever since i didn't die.

Healing is, passing through Grief and finding Grace on the other side. It is being cleansed so ...

Out walking, in supplication

The current configuration of my entire nervous system—including how it relates to less sensate parts of my being like fingernails and foggy memories—dictates a great deal of what i perceive as "reality".

these worlds i inhabit demand an experiencer, the infamous 'i', and i ...

notice...

What are your extremes, your edges? Look for them. They are cross-beams in our lives.

For example, how tender can you be? (how tender can i be?—who else is there, right?); how compassionate to the person who cuts me off in traffic can i be? Can i blow ...

Please, for real, give God a standing ovation. Seriously, now, please, this place is amazing. Earth! Thank you for planting me here Creator-being-whatever. For totally real.

Dig the Milky Way, fall in Love, eat a blueberry, hike a long trail through a forest.

Even if you have times that are ...

for patiently...

I have been experimenting w/ the idea that i am a being of Love, that is, an explorer from the fifth dimension (Love) who has come down to this hot messy 3d and 4th dimension world to experience Love on this crazy planet, to help others find the ...