just that,

don't you always feel at 9pm, or 3am or whenever your day ends, that you are super insanely lucky and grateful to have made it through the waking hours w/o catastrophe?

relish that!

please.

days later

still here.

seriously, there is a truth to this that ...

had a flash feeling, you know those kind that sweep through you like the front of huge weather shift, or a sound pulse that carries no heft to the outside of the body, but every cell hears and looks up.

it was the feeling of being near death, close enough ...