I have been struck recently by the earthly end of Michael Stone. He believed he needed (and maybe he did) the narcotic ease of street opiates, needed to try to calm the hurricanes inside him, and laced, the self-meds killed him, coma then a turning off the machines and bodymind ...
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what do you desire? where does that or those desires come from? has it been there forever? are desires attainable, satiable, or not?
one practice i like is to meditate simply on I Am. Breathe in and breath out and meditate on I Am, I ...
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Desire then, is external. It is not the bubble of fuzzy smog and mist we create for ourselves w/ our ego minds, nor is it a seed drive like Curiosity. Rather Desire of any stripe is external, and eddy of roiling energies we blend w/ for a ...
more ...OK, mind screams don't become poor! Bodymind flinches, looks up from a moment of well earned rest and says shit!
Bodymind wants to keep resting; i am weary. Brain won't allow us to become poor, b/c that will be worse than stepping up and ...
more ...As we venture into the slipstream, together, what do we find? What is it that exists for us to discover, when in earnest humbleness we ask, what? what now God? what can i do on behalf of All Love?
That's what i ask on a good day, at my ...
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