quite simply

it feels like i'm getting closer to the StillPoint, like not just for visiting, but for dwelling in perpetuity.

OK, tbh, when i write about this it's a high water mark, a distillation of zillions of daily moments of practice—breathing, noticing, grounding, cultivating strength.

Ouf ...

i am adept at holding space for big things.

at present, life feels very homeless, and quite unsettled.

but i know that it is i that is unsettled,

the i that mistakes 3d and 4th dimension ripples for Eternal events

temporary experiences for endless

and minor interpretations for wisdom.

within ...

notice...

What are your extremes, your edges? Look for them. They are cross-beams in our lives.

For example, how tender can you be? (how tender can i be?—who else is there, right?); how compassionate to the person who cuts me off in traffic can i be? Can i blow ...

Please, for real, give God a standing ovation. Seriously, now, please, this place is amazing. Earth! Thank you for planting me here Creator-being-whatever. For totally real.

Dig the Milky Way, fall in Love, eat a blueberry, hike a long trail through a forest.

Even if you have times that are ...