exquisite mayhem


met Jake B today. good day.

i can still dance. Bless.

oh my, the good moments are exquisite, and then there's mayhem. One can't have one alone, they come together, and the first step is to see Grace inside the chaos.

Ouf, i love you all dearly.

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on grief,


On Grief

Grief is independent and Free. She just is and always will be as long as creation exists.

Grief is demanding, and requires one's full attention. Many wounded people know to avoid going there—into Grief—w/o support and groundation. this declares itself on the healing path ...

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mania and friends


after a crash

the cool thing about mania is that it happens at all. you get to race through life on waves of Brilliance and insight—or at least turbulent waves of frenzy and seeming productivity.

i'm not here to judge, i haven't the time. but i can ...

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