inside ptsd, backstory


What is staggering, is how true the details are, ptsd that is... triggered state.

I careened into, or it careened into me, rage, decades old rage that had been persisting like a well-fueled fire does in the presence of dry trees, for generations.

There are many of these streams in ...

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inside ptsd, the mad list


What is staggering, is how true the details are, ptsd that is... triggered state.

OK, mad list. Barely edited, b/c the words themselves didn't want to be pasteurized and over-processed. They said as much to me last week.

  1. food hoarding—i buy way more taco seasoning in those ...

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from PTSD i've learned


So, i'm feeling super-cray grateful today, beyond very. Oouf. I feel it so.

Thank you whoever or whatever knows more than i, whoever has done me a good turn even once. Thank you to the helpers who help and the guides and spirits who have befriended me.

Wow.

My ...

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