What is staggering, is how true the details are, ptsd that is... triggered state.

I careened into, or it careened into me, rage, decades old rage that had been persisting like a well-fueled fire does in the presence of dry trees, for generations.

There are many of these streams in ...

just that,

don't you always feel at 9pm, or 3am or whenever your day ends, that you are super insanely lucky and grateful to have made it through the waking hours w/o catastrophe?

relish that!

please.

days later

still here.

seriously, there is a truth to this that ...

What is staggering, is how true the details are, ptsd that is... triggered state.

OK, mad list. Barely edited, b/c the words themselves didn't want to be pasteurized and over-processed. They said as much to me last week.

1. food hoarding—i buy way more taco seasoning in those ...

Update, 19mar2015—OK, i'm still here. That's huge.

I get to write, another privilege.

I know how to breathe, wow. I am blessed.

overview

Inside PTSD started out as a smattering of 2 or 3 essays about my own experiences inside post traumatic stress disorder, and then suddenly ...

As we venture into the slipstream, together, what do we find? What is it that exists for us to discover, when in earnest humbleness we ask, what? what now God? what can i do on behalf of All Love?

That's what i ask on a good day, at my ...