Crossing in front of mindfulness


this side of ross

An example of mindfulness, b/c sometimes those help, is how I was walking back to the hotel room from the ross dress for less. I had paid $8.48 for some shorts, and I was crossing the parking lot (massive, I was on the back ...

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noboundryman


I certainly understand your frustration, and your point of view. I have been caught in a trench of dark skepticism, many times, but escaped just in time. However; even at the risk of believing a ridiculous fantasy, I must condemn the conclusion, and denounce your assertion as "defeatist". In the ...

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long form


to me

micro transactions... daily exchanges that run billions each hour, planet Earth—comforting to know that i am not alone. But of course i am, and never was.

every breath matters and each moment—a maxim, a sweet cardinality of living, a place to plunge in...

Then what? or ...

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inside ptsd, addicted to addiction


addicted to being addicted, addicted to ptsd.

it's a pitfall to be wary of, the chance you get to be addicted to your ptsd, to find so much familiar comfort in being off balance all the time that you don't take steps to heal for fear of losing ...

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inside ptsd, the last match


one match

sometimes it all came down to a single strike of the match-head against the half soaked flint stripe along the bottom of the pack. rain may be falling, trucks may be racing by and spraying your roadside rest, the wind may be menacing in its innocence, but you ...

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