a flash feeling


had a flash feeling, you know those kind that sweep through you like the front of huge weather shift, or a sound pulse that carries no heft to the outside of the body, but every cell hears and looks up.

it was the feeling of being near death, close enough ...

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outside our comfort zones


As helpers, modern helpers, we have a lot to contend with. It's a busy world.

By taking it all in and nurturing the learnings that come our way, we are better able to help those we've committed to serving.

Getting out of our comfort zones gives us a ...

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from PTSD i've learned


So, i'm feeling super-cray grateful today, beyond very. Oouf. I feel it so.

Thank you whoever or whatever knows more than i, whoever has done me a good turn even once. Thank you to the helpers who help and the guides and spirits who have befriended me.

Wow.

My ...

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about demons i've learned, 2


OK, ask, and ye shall get something, probably, as long as you are earnest. We need a blathering about earnestness.

"My definition of a devil is a god who has not been recognized." Joseph Campbell wrote via Rob Brezsny. "It is a power in you to which you have not ...

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happiness is overrated


home, is where i want to be, pick me up and turn me round. i feel numb...

the less we say about it the better, we make it up as we go along, feet on the ground, head in the sky. it's ok, i know nothing's wrong...

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