i consider the cost of the aftermath...

the "Inside PTSD" collection:

  1. inside ptsd
  2. inside ptsd, the mad list
  3. inside ptsd, backstory
  4. inside ptsd, fleeing
  5. inside ptsd, two
  6. inside ptsd, remediation
  7. inside ptsd, three, rage
  8. inside ptsd, transaction costs
  9. time shift, inside the ptsd
  10. time shift three
  11. time shift two, still inside the ptsd
  12. inside ptsd, the addiction episode
  13. survive vs heal
  14. inside ptsd, body knows
  15. inside ptsd, body knows, part one
  16. one hour
  17. that same afternoon
  18. inside ptsd, more than a recollection
  19. inside ptsd, body knows 2
  20. acceptance.
  21. inside ptsd, the addiction episode, part 2
  22. inside ptsd, the addiction episode, part 3
  23. inside ptsd, a student of trauma
  24. inside ptsd, the addiction episode, part 4a
  25. inside ptsd, the addiction episode, part 4b
  26. inside ptsd, the addiction episode, part 5
  27. inside ptsd, more than a recollection, part 2
  28. acute
  29. inside my midlife ptsd
  30. one day—the daylight part—inside ptsd
  31. inside ptsd, mere survival
  32. inside ptsd, economics
  33. one day, at night, inside ptsd
  34. on the outside, looking in
  35. inside ptsd, in the wind
  36. inside ptsd, in the wind, two
  37. a is for anxiety
  38. inside ptsd, the last match
  39. inside ptsd, addicted to addiction
  40. inside ptsd, outside looking in
  41. Day Three, Haunted
  42. inside ptsd, what it is
  43. inside ptsd, it takes time
  44. inside ptsd, the plea for understanding
  45. before the aftermath

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consequences and implications

Of course there is a cost to all this post-traumatic reverberation.

There is consequence and implication to every action, every thought.

Everything willful obeys Newton's law, that every action has an equal and opposite re-action—that's amazing in real life.

time spent

i txt'd myself: a thousand transactions a minute fills the brain and makes...

a stamp, ddr, bridge

...makes dealing w/ ordinary stuff more difficult.

that's the rub, it takes time to be post-traumatic, to be depressed. it's a project, to survive with succumbing to despair or some specific threat; there's plenty of those, and you see half of them, which is enough to keep you wary, b/c there's half as many mayhems hiding, waiting for their chance to exist, to play themselves out. demons gotta live too, so they'll tell you, and who am i to deny them life.

just stay away from me.

so what?

so you dance, and keep moving,

b/c what else?

and Love.

bottom line

what does it cost? in terms of time, energy, money, qi, goodwill...? what does it cost? what have i to pay with? you know you'll take it anyway. at least let me be useful, what do you need?

what is the cost to me of this transaction? tell me first, please.

if you wish to share my time, be clear, and humble.

seek, and you shall find.

Bless, m


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